Stepping into being

One of the many things I learnt on my journey has been that we all must choose our place, take up a stand and make informed decisions about what we want from ourselves and our life.  We are all going through a major change, an evolutionary jump into who we are becoming, the Homoluminous, no longer will we be tied to the “we’re only human” mentality  when things “go wrong” or we make the “wrong choices”,  we will start to see that neither of these are actually true, everything is perfect just the way it is, and the choices we make are correct at the time we made them (based on the knowledge we have, and circumstances of that time)  The time is now that we drop all the stories of who we have been, and who we think we are, honour them as these were the times when we grew into who we are today.  And who we are today is changing.  We have been here for millions of years (linear time anyway!) we, our consciousness/spirit has been here since the dawn of time, or maybe before, now we are taking the next leap, the next step up into our evolution, but this time we are stepping off out into the unknown.  We have never done this before. 

Apart from staying connected to the earth, and not taking life personally, what do we need to do? How do we step into our becoming?   I didn’t quite know what “stepping into” meant, We were told to ”step into Daykeeper” “Step into Earthkeeper mode” I had no idea what this meant until the time I went to a fire ceremony some time after my rites’.

During a fire ceremony once you have called the four winds, you say your prayers to the flames, during this time, if there is more than one of you, someone stands behind you arms out to protect that person from anything behind them, so they can concentrate on what they are doing and not have to worry about what’s going on behind their back. I saw someone go to the fire so as I was nearest I stood behind them, opened up my arms and closed my eyes, I had no idea what I was supposed to do or think, I just stood there, then I remembered the Earthkeepers, standing just like this, arms and wings out stretched holding sacred space for us, as I thought of them I was suddenly there with them, holding space high up around the earth, I remembered what it is to step into Earthkeeper, I remembered I was joined to this lineage and I become Earthkeeper, just for that moment, holding sacred space for this being.  A little while after the fire a friend of mine rather shocked asked me “What on earth did you do? You totally disappeared at the fire! All I could see was the horizon and fireflies!”  I was there but holding space…in space….I had stepped into timelessness and stepped into Earthkeeper.  You simply be what you are destined to be, be who you want to be, be who you are becoming………simply be…..

Awakening

Our final rite was the Spirit rites’ where we ask the presence of Great Spirit (God) to be with us.  Before we entered the room where the ceremony was to be held we first waited outside the door, there was expectancy and excitement in the air, we were each smudged before we entered into the sacred space and the presence of Great Spirit.  As we quietly entered in to the room I saw a beautiful alter of candles, and two circles of chairs facing each other, I sat down feeling quite nervous, this was the big one! Was I going to “meet my maker”? The last rites had steadily gotten stronger and stronger and more and more powerful “what’s this one going to be like!?” Sacred space was opened and already you could feel the tingle of power in the room, then a small ceremony was performed by four people who had already received these rites. In a circle they stood, arms raised up to heaven calling Great Spirits’ presence, all four of them did a group hug so all four foreheads touched and that was it…….the air became thick with electricity, the nervousness rose within me more……..It was my turn to receive the rites………….I didn’t feel much, not at first, in fact I was almost a little disappointed, I didn’t expect to levitate off the chair while beams of light shine from my palms, but I thought there must be more to this, then I was aware I didn’t feel much at all, nothing, I was at peace, such a beautiful peace, almost alien to me I didn’t recognise it, yet around me I saw in my head the biggest storm all around us, I could feel it, a storm so big it filled the sky for hundreds of miles, and we were right in its centre, calm and still, timeless.  The energy became so thick the IPod blew up!

Giving the rite felt again quiet and still, almost like I no longer existed, I did not matter, insignificant, yet I was a part of something so great and wonderful that it was more important than anything else. I had a feeling, Like a quiet and gentle realisation, I remembered I was god.

These rites gave me grace, the understanding that I like everyone else, is a co-creator of the infinite, Spirit gave us this garden, it’s our job to finish it.  Spirit is everything; us, the trees, the whales, the ants, the IPods…..there is only Spirit/God…..therefore that is what we are…spirit….you and I are god, masquerading as you and I.  This rite gave me the consciousness of this realisation, and looking around me at all the other faces I saw the many faces of the One.

It got a bit too heavy, or light? So we ended this rite by dancing wildly to hard core drum and base music! Which was ecstatic! We pounded our feet into the earth, anchoring this light into our reality, bringing heaven down to earth….

Let the sun shine!

The Starkeepers rite was wonderful and quite electric!

We started our spirit journey on a beautiful summer day, blue sky and warm sunshine, I walked around a green pasture and watched a beautiful eagle swoop and circle around my head, and as I watch it swoop down towards me, I took the opportunity and jumped on its back…up and up we went, I looked down and I was no longer sitting on its back, I was the eagle! I flew higher and higher up into space up to the sun, and I watch the fires of the surface of the sun burn and dance, I knew I would not be burnt, so I dived down into the molten lava, I flew past a liquid light waterfall and saw a doorway, a wormhole like in “Stargate” the movie, and through the reflection I saw people, golden people, men women children all beautiful, golden, working and playing, singing and dancing, celebrating life, these were us, our future selves 10’000 years from now……..the waterfall fell back down and looked around me, there were golden people here too with me! I flew to them and said my greetings; these people had always lived here on the sun, beings of light, the Starkeepers.

I was shone a pool where some of this liquid light had fell and rested, I flew over to it and dipped my beak into it, and took a beak full….I flew up and up and out of the suns atmosphere and a great burst of light erupted from a part of the sun, I flew back and saw all the planets all aligned up, the most beautiful was my home……as I flew over houses and cities I dropped a drop of this light at as many homes and faces as I could, until I finally slid off the back of the eagle and she flew up out into the universe.

The rites were powerful, what do you expect downloading the sun! Receiving this energy was electrifying, my body jumped and jerked I became so hot I actually thought the sun was directly on me! My spine tingled and became increasingly warm and in my head all I could see was light.

When I was giving these rites the feeling was very different, I felt like I had the most beautiful gift that the more I gave it away the more it increased, I felt like a giant, so tall that sitting down I could reach up and touch the sun itself, my hands tingled as I let the light of the sun shine through me into the protégé.  I felt like a surgeon grafting a new body of light onto a human body, it felt wonderful…..awe inspiring………that evening I sat on a hill and watched the sun go down over the old Abbey ruins, the Shaman came over and gently drummed a song to the sun and the earth….I closed my eyes and saw distant memories of dances to the sun….when the last spark of light had finally left and darkness wrapped its wings around us, I look up and saw that many other people were all sat around us watching the decent of the sun.

A Celestial Message

One sunny afternoon we went on a spirit journey to the Upperworld.  W e sat outside under a huge evergreen tree, with eyes closed we sat or laid down under it waiting for our journey to begin.  Huge dragonflies came to great us each individually, giving its blessings that we may enter the Upperworld. 

My journey took high up into the world tree, up through its sap and into its branches higher and higher until I met with Patchakuti, the keeper of this realm.  The place was beautiful, an iridescent garden of colours, rainbows, crystal flowers and glass-like trees blowing in a shimmering wind…..WE spoke of meeting my celestial parents, the parents who created me, the soul me.  In the distance I saw two shimmering golden lights walking towards me, as they got closer they slowly morphed into images, two people, a masculine figure and feminine figure, though whether they were male and female I was not sure…they raised their arms around me encircling me in their light, I felt such warm affection, I didn’t know them but part of me knew that I did, and I knew it would be a beautiful reunion once I had passed over, again… they spoke to me in images and thoughts, showing me two streams of liquid, one crystalline one golden, they poured down and formed a double helix like a DNA strand, they explained to me that once upon a time we were given the other strand but kept it hidden and shrouded, and now is the time to uncover it and switch it on, we are part golden light and part crystalline beings…the image poured into a bubble of light and was given to me….

We all descended up a ladder to the higher planes….this place was golden, I could hardly see anything as all I could see was gold, and as we entered I saw many being there, like children all really excited to see us, all stepping on each other’s toes to get a better view! I walked over to a group of people and they circled around me I felt such affection and love as I had never experienced before. 

They gave me a message….We must all find our soul group, the group of being who you came down to earth with, not our “soul mate” our soul group…the crystalline energy will be switched on within us soon, it has always been in the plan, we need not worry about a thing, they are doing all the work for us…..we will all be illuminated, the choice is yours if you want to do it consciously or not…..we don’t have to do anything, we don’t have to be anything…Just exist….just be…while these simple beautiful messages were given to me, there were thousands of images flashing in my brain, information, science, chemistry, sciences that I do not know even exists in this world…so much information! Matrix downloads?!!

I brought back with me a crystal, which I hope to find in this world soon!  I said my goodbyes and went back down the ladder, I said my goodbyes to my celestial parents and to Patchakuti and back down the tree.

I awoke and watched to dragonflies buzzing around our heads and listened to the wind in the trees and basked in the slight of the sun…..we all congregated around in a circle to discuss what messages we received.  In life we are all a piece of the puzzle, we each hold that piece ready to share it, just like the Wisdomkeepers, and together we can the bigger picture…..the messages we all received were very similar, ‘just be’ ‘crystalline energy’ ‘Honey bee’ (the hexagonal shape is the shape of quartz crystals crystalline structure…) ‘gold’ ‘community spirit’ ‘how can we best serve?’ ‘Groups’ ‘gathering’ ‘be, who you are supposed to be’….The puzzle is starting to emerge.

Up the Mountain and Down Again

The Wisdomkeepers are the keepers of the sacred mountains, they hold the stories and the secrets of the universe and of life, until the time comes to share it with humanity.  Even though this wisdom flows down like silver streams of crystal water, it is so great that it has to be held for us, and given to us at the right time....imagine giving a 3 year old a book on physics, it’s not the right time. (Though I am sure they probably would get it more than we think they would!)  The path of the Wisdomkeeper is a solitary path of greatness, and great responsibility.

This night we were told we are going on a spirit journey, but this one is in the physical realm.

I am told….(and this is not a quote!) This is a solitary path, a journey we must make on our own, do not talk to each other, or to anyone who will try to talk to you, do not be tempted by them, do not make eye contact…. You may see people who will want you to talk to them; they will want you to interact with them they may ask for your help or assistance. Do not. We may find archetypes of the wounded king on the mountain, do not talk to them. Keep silent, keep focussed, and think of what you want Great Spirit to grant you. Be careful of what you ask, because it will come true. And be sure that you ask that it comes with ease and grace……

There was a real sense of nervousness in the air, especially from me!! “What am I going to say? What do I want?” We are told we may see things, there are doorways on the way up, sense them… ask permission to go through them, ask the gatekeepers….the Tor at the top used to be a part of a great castle, possibly the great kingdom of Camelot, Isle of Avalon, Kingdom of King Arthur.  Some people claim to have seen it, the castle is still there, shifting in and out of focus, in and out of time and space…..

We left the confines of our bubble like home, in silence.  We walked up the road, in my head thinking, what am I going to say? I just wish to be  a great vessel for healing and light to flow, whatever that may be, and to be a part of the changes, to help with the transition for all people and the earth, and to help bring back the divine feminine to our consciousness.  We walked to the sacred springs, two beautiful springs, one masculine, one feminine, and in the darkness of the night, we saw two drunken guys sat in-between the springs, I do not know what we must have looked like, I stifled a laugh as they called out to us;

“Oi! Wha you lot doing?......talk then!…...” 

“Ah they don’t wana talk to you mate, hahaha!” 

“Go on… talk to us….. We won’t bite, hahahaa!….whats goin on??”

We waited in line to drink from the springs, all I wanted to do was laugh! It was so funny! Laughing not only from a comedy view point, but laughing because they were the wounded kings! This can’t be happening!  A bit further down, very strange witchy characters walked past us, from where I do not know, smiling secret smiles at us, one caught my eye and I looked down very quickly, I heard someone walk past and say something to one of the group as if they knew them, the group member walked past in silence, spooky! We stopped for a moment and our guide spoke to the gatekeepers of the other realms to let us pass and be in the presence of the great king…we kept going up the dark hill, every now and then something caught my eye, fairies? Wouldn’t be shocked if it was!! I looked up and saw a huge wall, white and beautiful, I thought, “Oh, I didn’t know the Tor was quite so big…” I kept going, and looking up again, the wall was nowhere to be seen!  Did I just see a part of the Castle of Avalon?

 As I got to where I saw the wall, there was a line of rocks in the grass in the same position a wall would have been.  In my head I could almost see the walls and sense the guardians there, we stopped a few more times asking for permission to pass, we were inside the castle walls...I sensed we were in a great courtroom.  We went inside the actual Tor, and we opened sacred space……in silence and in turn we each held up our swords (rattle) and made our dedication and vows to Great Spirit, and asked for what we wanted with ease and grace, each member spoke in their own language, it was beautiful.  I felt it was my turn, and after reciting it over and over in my head, I spoke…………….but I forgot to ask that it came with ease and grace! Oh rubbish!  I whispered over and over under my breath, may it come with ease and grace, ease and grace, ease and grace.. We then toned for a while… I toned the words ease and grace!! I think it worked…after a while an eerie silence fell upon us, we closed the space down and walked outside.

As I looked up, it was as if Spirit had opened up the night sky especially for us, or opened our eyes to it, on top of the world looking out into the distance I saw my future, my responsibility, the moon glowed a beautiful orange and the star………I have never seen so many stars, like the whole sky was filled with them, beautiful and breathtaking!

The whole world was around us….I felt such humility, such honour to be a part of this....we went back to our bubble to perform a fire ceremony, we each took our bundles which we had been using throughout the week (I will explain another time) and placed them on a the fire while each of us sat in front and fed our rites with the flames.  As the Dispacho was placed in the fire we all turned around with our backs to the fire, all I could see were stars and all of our shadows as tall as trees, just like the Earthkeepers!

Dancing with Angels

The Earthkeeper rites were divine! Before, I thought this rite was all about the animals and trees, about a being caretaker of the earth in a humble and sacred way, in fact this rite was to awaken the sacred within us, We join to the lineage of Angels, or we remember who we really are, Angels. 

We first went on a journey...Stepping first into Daykeeper mode, we journeyed to the great plains and the sacred places, I found myself in Stonehenge walking through the huge stones, a light shone in my eyes and I found myself walking up a mountain stream, as I got to the top of the mountain I stepped into Wisdomkeeper mode, and called the presence of the Earthkeepers, as I held my arms up to heaven I saw angels all around me…lights of every colour emanated from them, gold, violet, magenta, I felt myself lift off the ground up into the star filled sky...higher and higher I went until I looked back and saw our beautiful planet floating quietly through space….I looked around and saw all around me were more angels, wings out and arms open as if holding each one of us, all around the globe were angels, thousands of them all looking at the earth in the same position.  I opened up my arms and stood in space with them, just holding sacred space.  It felt beautiful. No other words can express it, pure beauty.  After I came back down to earth we received the rites.  I felt like I had been given my wings, now I can really fly!  I sensed the eagle within me raring to go.  As I was receiving this rite I received images of great luminous beings cradling the earth, but not only the earth, even bigger ones were holding the galaxy and some were holding the entire universe! I experienced universal love, I had read about "universal love" in esoteric books, but reading and experiencing it are two very different things! 

What I got from the rites was that we are all taken care of, we have nothing to fear, and no reason to worry about the future or the past, we are definitely not alone! There is and always has been someone by your side, and there always will be a guiding angel watching out for you and holding everything that you are. 

Having this rite has left me feeling that I have a great responsibility to life, one where I need courage and integrity. Something I will be asking for when I journey up the mountain to speak to Great Spirit.

Celebrating the Divine Masculine

We spent a lot of time talking and thinking, synaptic pathways were firing in my brain in all directions, we spoke of the Mayan prophecies, I wasn’t very interested in the Mayan calendar before now, but I am fascinated by it! It compels me to look to it for inspiration for my day, even now I have a Mayan Calendar App for my Iphone!  This truly is the day of the Wisdomkeepers!

During the discussion I felt energy pouring through me, I felt like I was being informed from a higher source, it was so strange, I was listening to the talk all about the calendar, but at the same time I felt more information was actually given to me than was being said, I actually felt that I was thinking multidimensionally, I was thinking about the universe, the human body, physics, spirituality, chemistry, prophecies and the Mayan calendar all at the same time! I am still in the process of mulching this information down, to be honest most of it has disappeared into the recesses of my mind….Hidden in the Upperworld I expect?

What I took from the discussions was that the calendar is not a calendar of linear time as we know it, though it does mark events in our past present and future.  It is a map of the evolution of consciousness.  From where we have been to where  we are going, time is more of a spiral, events come around again and yet are the same event, we are currently fighting in the Iraq war, this war is the same war of the first and second world war, the same war as all other wars going on in different times and places in history, there was only ever one war, repeated over and over in our consciousness; and therefore what we see and believe we become conscious of, and whatever we are conscious of becomes reality.

There are nine evolutionary steps in our consciousness, these steps are called the Xibalba, they are levels of consciousness, the American Indigenous call them the galactic underworlds..The first one started before the big bang…..We are about to enter into the last Xibalba on the 9th of March 2011, this level is the shortest; it ends on the 28^th of October 2011. The end of time as we know it. As we know it. Not the end of time, humanity and a total global extinction of our species, full stop.. we are about to enter it to the ninth and we are due our ninth polar shift.. Interesting…like babies in a womb our souls is being gestated ready to be born into the real world of light.

The Wisdomkeeper rite was very peaceful.  We journeyed to a mountain top, where I saw a wise old man sitting by a fire; his eyes were like liquid fire and ice. Altonesayoc, this rite joins us to the lineage of the Wisdomkeepers, Daykeepers who have stepped outside of time and have risen to such a level of enlightenment that they are no longer tied to the laws of death or time.

The sensation I felt during this rite was very peaceful and calm, so quiet.  I felt alone, like this journey I am on is full of people, loved ones, friends old and new, yet ultimately this is a solitary path.

After all the talk of the Mayan calendars and the thought rushing around my head, I felt like I had peace of mind, and I was with holding this information, Information I did not really know my self, I held it until the time was right to share it. Later on that evening we went on a journey, like no other.

The Cave..My Re-Birth

One evening we were to visit a cave.

We were told that there would be gatekeepers there and payment for entrance will be a candle from each of us.  Dressed up in my waterproofs and wellies we walked a long quiet and dark walk to the cave.  Outside the cave stood two witchy looking characters, feeling a little apprehensive but full of joy and humour we stood outside...we were about to enter into the womb/tomb of the goddess, under the hill of the ancient Torr was the entrance to the underworld, many had been seen entering into this domain.  As we enter into this place we leave who we think we are behind, we die to this world, and once we come out, we will be reborn into a new life.

Looking back I wish I said goodbye to the world I used to know.

We gave our gifts to the strangers stood outside and entered the cave.

Hearne’s alter was on the right, marking the doorway to the underworld, Bree’s alter was on the left, a huge dark circular pool was in the centre with a backdrop of pure blackness, to the left at the back was a deep pool of inky water, bone crushingly cold. This was the alter to the Black Madonna.  

Mesmerised by the beauty and darkness of the place, I heard the gentle singing of “amazing grace” filling the silence...I felt drawn the see the alter of Hearne, candles, animal skulls and dried flowers covered with the dust of prayers littered a stone slab, and a beautiful portrait of Hearne himself stood proudly above it. The doorway to the underworld had been carefully chalked into the side of the cave wall, I sat down in front of the alter on a tiny wooden log, and prayed to him, after a few moment I noticed a tear fall down my cheek, I was shocked as I didn't feel sad or overcome, then suddenly more tears started to flow, I wiped them away confused and  embarrassed, then like a flood gate my emotions poured out so fast I couldn’t control them, quietly sobbing my eyes out, I felt that all these tears were everybody’s tears, everyone who had ever felt alone, anyone who had ever felt unloved, anyone who suffered loss, I was crying their tears, the tears of the Mother....then memories from my past came out, old stories, old faces, I felt genuine sorrow for all the times I wished harm to another, and all the times I wished harm against myself. Like a garden of black weeds, I felt every one had been pulled out in the presence of the Lord of the underworld. I prayed and sobbed, and told of my sorrow.

I walked towards the singing, and saw all of my friends undressing! Uh oh! Now what! We sang together while individually people went into the pool of the Black Madonna, to be baptised into the new world.  I thought, “Absolutely no, no way! It’s freezing!” I saw people getting fully naked! I thought "gosh, so proud of them..but No No No!! Not for me!.....why are my legs burning so much?....Wow, I'm so hot!”

 “Ok, I will go in, but only up to my ankles” I took my waterproofs off, raincoat, wellies, socks, and I got in up to my thighs! But once I was in I wished I went in further, the water that could crack bone suddenly felt like a hot bath! I felt a deep warmth, that lasted for days.

We all sat around the large pool, singing songs about the prayers our ancestor made for us, at that time my Aunty was very ill, we were all to shout out a name of a relation to sing about, I wanted to say “My Aunty!” but my voice was locked, but in between singing and sobbing someone said it for me...After we sang we toned...we picked a tone and we sang it....I tried as hard as I could to keep it up and for the best part of it, I did.  This was when the rites of the Kawak started to awaken, my vision became a little cloudy, the water started to move and vibrate, as if snakes were swiming around in it, I sensed other beings around us, I felt the presence of ancient souls walking towards the gateway to the underworld, I tried to see them but they were just outside my vision, but I could almost see them in the reflection of the water, as we toned I felt that we raised our vibrations to such a level if anyone was to walk in to the cave off the street, we would not be seen.  As we went higher the souls seemed to notice us, and they started to gather around us, they lifted their heads towards the sky and sang with us, but this is not the most amazing thing... I could hear them too...angels singing with us! more tears!!

I looked at everyone around me and I could not see them properly, as I stared at the people standing next to me all I could see was their energy, a silhouette of coiling pulsating energy.....at the back of the pool in the darkness seemed to move, images floated past in the waters.....then I actually saw orbs, thousands of them, like snow floating around, like the orbs you see in digital photos....I looked to see our teacher, and all I could see was a whirlwind of energy, a mass of static electricity.....”Am I in the Matrix?!”

I felt the energy fall, to what was normal for Glastonbury, my emotions were controlled, and we walked around the cave, I felt drawn to the chapel of Bree, in front of the portrait of her with full fire in her belly, I sat and prayed to her that she filled me with her flame, that I too carried the flame within my belly.

As we left the cave we sang “Welcome” to each other.....I left feeling “Wow! Look at this wonderful new world! Where am I!?” I was so excited to be out into this world, I felt renewed...I felt re born.

Awakening the Divine Feminine

After a very deep sleep my second day started at seven in the morning for breathing exercises, I am not talking about gentle breathing in and out, we are talking jet powered celestial rapid breathing! At that time in the morning I can barely open my eyes let alone breathe fire! They should re name it dragon breathing! As difficult as it was, the following few days became a lot easier until it became natural.  It links us to the earth, the mountains, the sun, heaven and the stars, what a beautiful way to wake up!

This day was all about the divine feminine.  We had a wonderful visit to Europe’s only temple of the goddess, a beautiful temple in the centre of Glastonbury town, many tears were shed here, a very quiet, moving and beautiful place, I dedicated my life to the service of the divine mother, here, in front of this beautiful altar.

I was looking forward to the Daykeepers rite the most, The Pampamesoyoc, we were to join to the lineage of healers and alter builders, keepers of the sacred places, they were the first “Ones who serve the Mother” erecting stone circles all over the world in her honour.

They are the doorways and the gatekeepers of the otherworlds, joining with them means we are now a part of this, we can step into the spirit of Daykeeper when we want, and hold sacred space...or hold space in the sacred…..we can call spirit to us. All the places I have dreamed of, Stonehenge, Giza, Machu Picchu all these alters are what the Daykeepers built, (and yes, now being a part of this lineage, I suppose I helped create them too!)  When I received the rites of the Daykeepers, I felt a familiar sense of being around old friends and family members, I sensed a whole troop of beautiful people, men and woman of all kinds, healers, shamans, witch doctors, medicine men and woman of all nationalities and races.  It felt friendly, welcoming, I felt like celebrating and singing!  Joy! Joy! Joy!

Time and space is very illusive in Glastonbury, so some of my memories my not have happened in the timeframe I remember them, but stepping outside of time means ignoring normal timeframes, It’s an odd sensation, like living in a dream world where the unusual and the abnormal are the usual and the normal.

Later on that day we crept deep into a dark womb like chapel deep under the house we were staying at, we stopped at the top of the stairs waiting to go down, and you could almost see a skin like surface, like the skin on top of water, stepping down on to the steps was like putting your foot into a cool pool of water, as I got further down I felt the need to hold my breath as if I actually was going underwater! The small room was beautiful, sheep skin rugs littered the floor and small wooden benches surrounded us. There was a small stone alter in the centre of the room with a humble wooden cross on top of it, a tiny window near the ceiling looked out onto the floor of the gardens.  Here we journeyed to the underworld to heal the wounded feminine and reclaim her unwounded self back into our lives, healed and whole, and full of grace.  There I found a small girl, dirty cheeks and scruffy hair with big beautiful brown eyes looking up at me, as soon as she saw me she jumped up and flung her arms around me as if she knew me, I held her and told her I was her to bring her home, I got a sense that she witnessed some great terror; abuse, rape, tourcher, fire...so many screams.....she fled before something happened to her.  She was so happy, playing with anything she found on the floor, she looked at the world with wonder and awe as if seeing it for the first time, though I knew she was far older than the mountains. She brought with her a small Raggedy Ann doll with a feather tucked into its belt at the back, and a large white owl flew with us. I do not know what the doll was for or what it represented, but I know she is happy playing with it still.

2011 and the last Xibalba

This year is going to be an interesting one, in March this year we enter into the last of the galactic underworlds...the Xibalba...The consciousness of unity.....Unity consciousness.....This is the last level of time as we know it and the last level of human consciousness as we know it, time will speed up dramatically, 13 x 18 days, changes are going to come more, and more often, in October 28th this year this level of unity consciousness will come to an end, the last platform from which we will jump off into the unknown! Time as we know it will end.
This is the time to be who we are supposed to be, to shine our truth, share our love, light and beauty, a time neither to be afraid nor to take life personally.


A Hopi elder from Oraibi in Arizona national park, has spoken about these coming times;
“You have been telling the people that it is the 11^th hour, now you must go back and tell the people that this is the hour.
There are many things to be considered, where are you living? What are you doing? What are your relationships? Are you in right relation? Where is your water?
Know your garden.
It is time to speak your truth, create your community, be good to each other, and do not look outside yourself for the leader.
This could be a good time!
There is a river flowing now very fast......
It is so great and swift that there are those who will be afraid.
They will try to hold onto the shore.
They will feel they are being torn apart, and will suffer greatly.
Know the river has its own destination.
The elders say; we must let go of the shore, push off into the middle of the river, keep our eyes open & our heads above water.
And I say, see who is in the water with you and celebrate!
At this time in history we are to take nothing personally, least of all, ourselves, for the moment we do, our spiritual growth & journey comes to a halt.
The time of the lone wolf is over, gather yourselves!
Banish the word struggle from your attitude and your vocabulary.
All that we do now must be done in a sacred manor & in celebration.
For, we are the ones we’ve been waiting for”

The prophecies say there will be earthquakes, floods, chaos and turmoil, and people will be scared, they will question what is going on?  At this time we need to connect to our earth, think of her and all that we are doing and thinking, what you believe will come true, so be careful.  Stay centred and do not be concerned with the dramas of life.  We have been through nine polar shifts, but never before with this amount of people.  We are about to enter into the last of the Xibalba, the galactic underworlds, this will be the ninth, just like a baby gestating within a womb for nine month our souls are about to be born into the world of light. 

We are all in this river flowing fast, we need to push off from the shore, and keep our heads above water.  Those that are holding onto the shore, fearing the future, are holding onto their comfort zones, not willing to change, they will get swept away unless they learn to trust life and go with the flow. Those holding onto their stories and carrying their baggage around with them will sink down until they learn to them go.  Those swimming against the current will weaken, always hiding in the past, giving their energy away to others, the past, their ancestors, they will suffer unless they let go of the past and embrace their becoming.

Trust your heart and you instincts, and embrace your destiny, be who you are supposed to be, we are the ones we have been waiting for...