My Munay Ki rites

Why I turned up, a healer’s journey.

Why did I turn up?  Good question, I have always known I wanted to be a part of the healer’s lineage, ever since I was a kid, I wanted so much to take all the pain and suffering away from the world, I saw sadness everywhere, illness, famine, pain, it’s a lot for a kid to deal with, I always wished I had magical powers to heal, see into the future, fly….growing up I became very interested in the occult and witchcraft, to regain my powers and control! But it doesn’t quite work like that does it..

I became very ill when I was a teenager, and spent a long period of my time away from people, from school.  This was my journey into the underworld.  What was to be a certain death sentence became a great healing and a new birth.  Having surprised everyone with my recovery from deaths door, I then surprised them with the fact that I was completely healed, you see I had a strong form of bacterial meningococcal meningitis and septicaemia, most people loose limbs with this, if not their life, I lost neither, even when they were marking lines on my body as to where the amputation would be… I willed myself well, I did not accept it. 

I must go back a little, as a kid, I experienced the usual stuff, bullying, feelings of difference due to sensitivity, being gay, I was not very happy, one dark night I willed myself to die, I called death, “Come and take me away, give me some poor kids illness let them live and not me….let me go in my sleep” the next morning after a night of nightmares, I woke with a bad headache and stiff neck, 12 hours later I was being resuscitated. 
That night I called death, and she resided within me for over a decade looking after me.

As an adult I wanted ever more to “heal the world” but I needed healing myself.  I went to a shaman, who took death out of me.  It was one of the most amazing things I have ever experienced. All I felt after the healing was pure joy, I learnt how to fly!

Free from deaths grasp the next step was for the Munay Ki rites, I was told about them from the shaman, but I was reluctant because I felt the need for a big healing before, turns out I was right! It can’t be good bringing death to these beautiful rites!  Anyway, my reason for turning up? I wanted to be the most beautiful vessel I could be, for the service of mankind and the earth.